Work

I was talking to a co-worker, who has become my friend and whom I love working with and I was saying how I'm nervous about how I don't know many people there and working with new people will be strange, because many of them already know each other and this was her response:

"but you talk to trini & mary a lot at work! haha when you were gone tonight everyone was like "....... i miss vrindy" and like "it's weird not having vrindy here." LOL. so, feel loved."

I feel like a different person. I want to make an impression on people. I want to be seen and heard and me and I think I am. I hope so anyway.

Today a homeless guy had a sign up that said 'I bet you $1 that you'll read this sign' and so I smiled and he was watching me and then he flipped it over when I smiled and it said 'if you're smiling you masturbate' and I laughed all shocked and was like 'that's not cool' to him jokingly and he said something about how everyone laughs and if I had a penny and I said sorry I don't have any money and he said 'that's okay' and then I walked away.
Never would have happened in the past.

I'm regretting not entering this raffle at work today for some kid's sister's something haha it was a $1000 for $2 a ticket.. I mean that's a lot of money consider it takes me an hour to make $8, but still.. $1000 is a lot of money! And I'm lucky.. I should have done it.