Magic?

OhMyGod. I don't know what it was. Who says it couldn't be this blog?  But my life has turned upside down. I got a $20 an hour job, I won a $2000 scholarship for a school of my choice to go to full-time studies in September... well that's pretty much it, but how am I already grown?! This is such a crazy experience to have an adult job; a career in fact.. at my age. People think I am 20+ and so I feel like I'm that age as well. It's indescribable. I have grown up immensely in just the last three weeks that I've been working as office admin for the Ministry of Children and Family Development, but I like sharing my age with people there because they all get all shocked at me and then think I'm a genius, but I'm not. 

It's hard to give up so much already.. like my summer-- I had a lot of plans and I can't do any of them while having this job.. and I know people do it (make sacrifices) when they're older. tons of sacrifices, but that is WHEN THEY'RE OLDER. I'm so young. someone even said to me that they're sorry I'm working now (my manager at the office I'm currently at) because I should be experiencing life right now. She also said she wouldn't know how she would feel if I were her daughter being in this line of work and working already, because it's going to get rough and people are mean.. and she doesn't know if I can take it or something. D: 

AH.