Update on Goals

-CISV IYM that I thought I could get turns out to no longer be available, meaning someone else got it. It's so frustrating to become hopefully and plan out things only to be crushed. This happened to me with the interchange, JC, summer camp, seminar and now this. Almost every possible program! I should stop getting my hopes up, but what are the ODDS?! I figured I would get at least one of them! I just don't get why the world doesn't want me to go.. all the camps would have been perfect for me! I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING AT HOME. Maybe I'll never know.