Pssst

I don't always feel this way. Sometimes it seems like 

everyone else has everything under control, except for me. 

I think everyone feels that way every once in a while and the whole theory is therefore ironic. Sure some people may appear to be ahead of you in some aspects of their life. I remember going to Camp Artaban every year when I was  younger and there was this one girl who always seemed so much more mature then the rest of us. Not in wisdom or anything, but in the way she acted. She shaved her legs a year earlier than the rest of us and flirted more and knew so much about guys and being social and parties. Then when we all came back the next year we'd caught up to how she was the year before, but lo-and-behold she was already a year ahead of us again. I don't know where she is now, but I know that I'm good with where I am. She may be 'ahead' of me still, but who says that's a good thing? I like my innocence -to an extent- and my childhood ways. I also like learning things for myself. Her 12 year old self had already experienced things that I have yet to experience, but that doesn't mean she's any better than I am. I've had a different life than her and I'm okay with that. Who knows what other people will do in their life and what experiences they will have. What you do know is that you have your experiences and that it is your choice to take from them what you want. 

Like I did with that story. 

but shh don't tell anyone else

or else they'll catch up to you..

& then we'll all be back at square one.